Loveless

I had my first love .

My first love broke my heart 

I pretend to be strong infront of my friends 

and they dont really knows how I feel 

They asked me ,

and I told them "We're broke up" with a big smiley face

and try to change topic .

that's smile is not the real smile .

that's real hurts .

I don't want to show out my feels so purposely.

I just drop a hint on my Facebook or Twitter .

I just want to see who really cares me , yeah, there's got

but why am I still feel suffering.

they can't help me.

I don't want to find my brothers to be my counselor .

i mean they just wont be my HEART RELAXER .

I know they will feel weird to talking about this shit .

You gave me love 

you gave me memories 

I keep those memories

I miss you 

I miss those memories 

I'm a idiot to love you .

you're just my first love.

but why I just feel you're my true love .

every moment im just think of you .

every night i just watch your photo and cry .

i dont know why ?

I feel im just so stupid

I wish I could find someone ,

who can really share all my problem to him or her .

I dont know why i just don't feel like sharing my things to you .

i'm sorry